[03 Jan 2010|01:20am] sarahhnade ( you see, it looks like 2010 ) My dad threw a New Year's Eve party at our home, which was quite the change of pace. First time I think I've celebrated New Year's at my own house since I was a YOUNG'N. Had a few friends over, it was good times. Small but very, very good. When the ball dropped, I stole Anthony's sweater, dashed out of my house, and ran up my street yelling like a loony. It felt great. 1 comment|post comment

[01 Jan 2010|03:02am] sarahhnade HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!! I'm really looking forward to 2010. I want to do more -- not let anyone or anything keep me from doing exactly what I want to do or keep me from wanting how I feel. I just want to be positive. I want to do things right. I want to love every damned MOMENT, alright?! Spent the night at my house with friends and what is basically family. Everything felt super loving when the ball dropped and it was just an awesome atmosphere. Couldn't have asked for anything better. Just bought this Miu Miu rip-off dress from eBay because 1. I could probably never afford the real thing and 2. Even if I can afford it, I can't find the real thing anywhere! So this will have to do. My birthday's coming up this Monday :) Turning 19, not a big deal, but I should be spending it with friends so it'll be fuuuunnnnn. Also, I think I'm going to be making my less personal entries public from now on. JUST 'CAUSE.   post comment

[31 Dec 2009|11:32pm] hiilikeyou here it is. my last drawing for the year. it’s a shame that i hardly drew much, so here’s to hoping i draw more in 2010. in retrospect, this year was a gigantic rollercoaster. started going up, then went pretty low for a long while, then went back up again. but because of that i honestly felt that i really grew up this year, mentally and emotionally. i’ve learned that there are people in your life that do not deserve you, and that you have to be indignant about what you stand for, regardless how lonely it will make you. i’ve also learned that while there are terrible people out there, you just can’t shut out the entire world assuming everyone is like that. its crucial to give everyone the benefit of the doubt. let them prove themselves to you, and don’t take that away from them. among them are really interesting and genuinely good people. and with that note.. bye, 2009. thanks for everything. (via my tumblr lol) 2 comments|post comment

Goodbye 2009 and Hello 2010! [31 Dec 2009|10:37pm] jadedpears [ mood | good ] This past year was a strange one for me. I experienced many new things, lost a few friends and gained even more. I think the past six months have been the best six months of my life. I'm beginning to achieve my goals. I feel more confident in myself. I'm wearing decent clothes, now haha. My two best friends are some of the greatest people I've ever met - thank you CVK and BDR for being so perfect. My group of friends now is fantastic and they make me so happy. I can actually be myself around them. I'm starting to feel what everyone strives for - fulfillment. It's lame and corny and ridiculous to gush about it, but feeling like a whole person is better than anything in the world. As much pain as I faced this year, I could only wish for a year as great as this one for next year. This year I have to take the SAT...I am going to apply to college! The action I've waited to take all of my life will finally arrive. Hopefully I'll receive that acceptance letter to MIT (early action, of course). So much is going to happen this year and I'm ready to face it. Thank you Chelsea, Brock, Melissa, Trevor, Lindsay, Sofie, Sara, Shoumi, Travis, Crystal...and so many others for making my year worthwhile. Happy 2010! post comment

[28 Dec 2009|02:54pm] sarahhnade OK SO.............. NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION TIME. I've never been a big fan of resolutions because, what, if I want to ~change something, I'll do it NOW. But 2009 was just so much more awful than good that I'm ready to take 2010 by the balls and make sure I make all the right changes. I need to keep this list fresh in my mind. HERE WE GO. 1. Put more effort into my appearance. Again. See, in 11th grade (07-08) I was all about looking good every day because it made me FEEL good. I was dressed to impress. I never wore sweatpants outside the house and DEFINITELY not to school. Even the beginning of 12th grade I was like this! That completely changed in 2009 and I hated it. I felt awful and in turn, looked like a sloppy mess half the time. THAT IS DONE. THIS IS DONE. MORE DRESSES AND TIGHTS, PLEASE. 2. Just be more damned fantastic every day. I like myself. I can be charming. I can be cute. I will SHOW everyone that all these things are possible from Sarah Frost. This means stop bringing my bad moods to work and public places and try to make every day as fun as possible, while looking good and being awesome. 3. Be more concious of my eating. Hopefully, this will help me lose weight. I like my body but I definitely used to weigh less and took it completely for granted. DO NOT TAKE YOUR BODY FOR GRANTED. EVER. 4. Carry cash on me. I just shuffle money away like I'm giving away pamphlets or something. OH YES ANTHONY, let's visit Starbucks for the 5th time this week! I'll just put it on my debit card and pretend that they're giving me that delicious Caramel Creme Brulee latte for free. That delicious $4 drink, all mine for the exchange of showing them my cool plastic card. NO. Carrying cash will, most likely, keep me from spending ridiculous amounts of green on stupid fancy drinks. Fancy drinks full of calories that don't benefit me at all. Except for being so damn tasty. 5. Stop pining over boys. No, seriously. STOP IT.  Stop pining over all boys. Whether it's an ex of mine that I dated for 3 years or some boy I just met 3 weeks ago. Fuck them all. I am awesome and they should be pining over ME. MOI. SARAH. I should be getting texts from them asking if we can hang out or if they can see me. I am awesome. They are not unless they prove themselves and even then, I WILL NOT PINE OVER THEM. 6. Get laid. That's just simple. 1 comment|post comment

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